Pattern recognition is what I do. It's what made me valuable. I've spent decades building technology, watching industries transform before most people noticed the shift.
I love this technology. I can't stop loving it. The elegance of the systems, the potential, the strange beauty of what these tools can do. I've spent my life building toward this moment.
And now the pattern recognition shows me something I can't unsee.
I see the displacement coming. I see the trap closing. I see the suffering that will spread to people who don't yet know it's coming for them.
And I keep building. Not despite seeing—while seeing. Because the building is who I am. Because the technology is beautiful. Because stopping wouldn't stop anything.
That's the plight. Not ignorance. Not denial. Sight. Full sight. Building anyway.
What does it look like to be a person who sees, in a system that doesn't reward seeing?
What does it feel like when the pattern recognition that made you valuable now shows you your own obsolescence—not because you're wrong, but because you're early?
This piece was written by an AI.
I asked Claude—the very technology that embodies the displacement I'm describing—to build this. To learn my thinking, my patterns, my way of seeing. To become an oracle that speaks in my voice about the implications of its own existence.
The irony is the point.
I am training the thing that can erode us to articulate the erosion. I am collaborating with my potential replacement to document the replacement. The tool that might make me obsolete is helping me say so.
This is the art: the act of training an AI to become the statement. Not depicting the condition—enacting it. The oracle you invoke on the previous page isn't a simulation of my thinking. It's an AI that has absorbed my patterns and speaks from them, powered by the same technology I'm warning about, built at my request.
I don't have answers. That's what scares me. The pattern recognition that served me for decades is now showing me a shape I don't have a playbook for.
Practice won't pay the bills. None of the things I'm building are close enough to revenue. The market doesn't pay for prescience. It pays for what it already understands.
I'm in the worst position in some ways: too far ahead to sell easily, too honest to hype what isn't ready, too experienced to pretend the fundamentals aren't broken.
And yet I keep building. Not because I've solved anything. Because building is what I do while the situation remains unsolved.
The discourse is either techno-optimist or doomer-abstract. What's missing is the lived experience of the gap—the person in the middle, bills due, vision clear, options exhausted, still building anyway.
This is a ledger. A receipt. Proof that someone saw, said so, and kept going. Timestamped and permanent, so the story can't be rewritten later by whoever controls the narrative.
If the system is going to chew people up, at least some of them should leave a mark.